why can't we just all get along?

I haven't been able to post in awhile; Sorry about that. I've been so busy with things.
First of all, my mom took my truck from me and is going to sell it! And she doesn't even live with me. She's doing it so she can have the money; Which is selfish, becuase I need a vehicle for school and I have to get it in two weeks or less. Which brings me to my next problem:
I need a job! How else am I going to pay for my vehicle, etc.? I've already put in applications, but no calls so far, unfortunatly. So today was my only free time to post, which I am doing now. I have also been working on my story today, so it should be up sometime. I can't promise it will be soon though.
Hopefully I can get a vehicle, because I can't ride the bus, (I'm taking a college class, and you have to have your own transportation, plus, I get out at two, and the buses don't run 'till four!)
I don't want to grow up!! I wish I could stay a kid forever. Because I am not even an adult yet, and I am already dealing with this!!
So I can't proofread this post, sorry if it seems scrambled. I will post when good things start happening =]
Also, we are supposed to get a meteor shower tonight;; FUN!
Oh, and about the guy; he's cool. We are talking and stuff.

Summer time is the best time to meet guys

so here's the thing...I've met this guy. I mean, no biggie. He's 19. I'm 17. I met him at the city pool. He was too shy to ask for my number so he got one of his friends to. (aww.) We like each other, and we have talked on the phone and texted each other. Tomorrow we are going swimming again. The only thing is, he hangs out with bad kids, even though he is not as bad as them. I don't like his friends, because I don't do bad things like his friends do. So that's a problem. But he is a really sweet guy. I would love to get to know him better, but he hasn't asked me out on a date yet :( . I wish he would hurry up and do it though!! ah!!

And another thing, I am very shy and I don't talk much to people I don't know, and when I hang out with him, I never know what to say. HELP!!!

I'll let you know how tomorrow goes :)

(BTW, this kind of reminds me of the song I wrote on my song blog. I wrote that song way before I knew him, though)

"Don't frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile"

"If you judge people, you will have no time to love them"

You died, but you're not popular so I don't care.

This just bugged me.

Yes, Micheal Jackson did die. Yes, he is the king of pop. Yes, his death was random. ...And yes, it's still in the news.

Yes, Farrah Fawcett did die. Yes, she is Charlie's angel. Yes, her death was expected soon. [old age and cancer]. No...she isn't still in the news. She really never was.

This doesn't just happen to celebrities. It happens every where. Even in my small town it did.

Jody Shadon Hash. She was my friend. She died in a house fire her sophomore year. She saved her little cousin. She got blankets and pillows and laid on top of him so he wouldn't die of smoke inhalation, like she did. He lived. She didn't. The news of her death stayed around for a week or so, then it drifted.

Adam Garcia. He wasn't my friend, but I didn't have a problem with him. He died his senior year. Two days after his birthday. He died on a hunting accident, the bullet went right through his stomach. His news is still around. And his death happened in April.

All of the above deaths are sad. But why is it that only the news of two of them stayed around? One word: Popularity.

I don't get that. They all had families, and they should all be remembered. But one shouldn't be remembered more than the other just because of popularity. What has this world come to?

Anyways, I just had to get that off of my chest, because it was bothering me. Everyone who dies should be remembered. What does everyone else think of this?

Another thing I would like people to answer me: before MJ's death, did you have even one song of his on your ipod? ...what about after his death? I am not going to lie: I had two songs of his on my Ipod. Because I liked his music before any other present day teen liked it. Now, I don't listen to it anymore, because I am different. I don't like being like everyone else. "Beat it" was one of my favorite songs, but now that it is popular again, I don't know....I just don't listen to it anymore...

"At the end of your life, you won't regret not having the best hair, or being the prettiest. You will regret time not spent with a husband, a freind, a child, or a parent."

My list of things...

Here is a list of things to do before I turn 18: [oh no! I only have ten months!!!]

• save 2,000 dollars in the bank [I'm halfway there]


• get my truck paid off [!]


• go on a road trip with my friends


• try out for american idol [Wasn't able to this year. bleh.]

Here is a list of things to do before I turn 21:

• go skydiving [wooh hooh!]


• perform onstage [just me and my guitar!!]


• go bungee jumping [Living on the edge...]


• live by myself :)


• go swimming in the ocean [again]

I can't think of anymore right now, but if I do, I will post them :)

Hopefully I will be able to do all of these !!

Coming soon: My bucket list :p...Don't know what that is? Stay tuned :P

Dinosaurs, arguing, and friends...wtf?

I was completely bored today, so I got a couple of my friends, and we went and watched a movie. The only movie that was playing was Ice age: Dawn of the Dinasauor. It was okay, a little funny..I just wanted to get away from home...

Then afterwards, we went to pulidos, and My best friends boyfriend would not shutup! He kept talking about a dance, and then he was reading the menu with a hispanic accent, and he was being very loud! Everyone was looking at us...it was funny though...

The whole time we were there, my best friend (who is also my ex) was getting on my nerves. I dont know why, but we argue all the time now...We had a really good relationship going, but I broke up with him after dating him for five months, and now it seems like we are always fighting. We can never hang out without fighting, and I hate it...We've tried not talking to each other to see if that helps anything, but it doesn't...Does anybody have any advice on this? I could really use some right about now...Ugh...

I don't want to quit talking to him altogether, because he is still my best friend, and he is the only person I can tell anything to...Idk..

Well besides the fact that we argued, I had a really good time tonight :)

Very sleepy, though.

--and if you haven't already, please check out and comment my story and song blog, Thank you :D

"A best friend is like a four leaf clover; hard to find and lucky to have"

"A stranger stabs you in the front, a friend stabs you in the back, a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws."

Check these really awesome blogs out!

Hello Everyone!

I was just wanting to let everyone know that I have a story and a song blog, if you would like to check it out!

Please check it out and please comment! Let me know what you like, don't like, or whatever :)

Thanks for reading!

Story blog: lillyofthevalleystory.blogspot.com

Song blog: lovethislifeyoulive.blogspot.com

Peace out :)

Father's love

I decided my first post in my actual Blog should be about my daddy.

My daddy is amazing. First of all, he raises me and my little brother by himself. And he does a darn good job of it! Another thing, He gave me his kidney. That takes guts to do! Not anybody will just up and give part of thier body to somebody else. I will forever be grateful. My daddy is single, but there is a girl at starbucks who just might possibly give him a call! (Hopefully!)

My dad has done so much, he deserves everything good that comes his way. I love him so much. Even though sometimes he may get annoying (with his "farting in public and farting in elevators and whatnot,) But I do still love him.

So...Thank you Daddy!

"A father is someone you look up to no matter how tall you are"

"The first man a little girl falls in love with is her dad."